I have found myself wanting for something i know i should not have. Intstead of leaving it, i find that i am just tormenting myself, far too much, i do want it but why? Do i see it as a challenge? I hope not. There must be more to it than a simple lust for shinyness?
What do i do if i do eventually get what i want? Will i cherish it or will i just discard it, letting an opportunity pass me by (again).
Is not having it part of it’s allure?
arghhhh it would never work, but that in itself would make it so good…
